Loss

Today my love lost his mom.

That in itself is sad but I am mostly sad for him.  His mom wasn't really a mother to him, hell that woman never even told him she loved him.  She didn't show emotion or was touchy feely.

This woman was taken care of all her life but different men in her life; like her father and when her father died, her son (my love).  She had never worked, was a drug addict and an alcoholic.

That is why at the age of 50, she passed away from the effects of drug and alcohol. I know she will be missed but I am glad her mind games and manipulation of those who loved her are over.

Harsh, I know but realistic..

Life is good

I have finally found the peace and quiet that I have longed for... and have wanted/needed for so long. I have found a wonderful man that not only accepts me for me but also makes me a better person. He is exactly what I have needed in my life.

He is understanding, non-judgmental, patient, sexy, great sense of humor, sweet, loves to dote on me, thoughtful, romantic, touchy feely.. I could keep going on and on and on..

I am very thankful because my life is finally back on track. There were quite a few of rough spots but I am finally back. I love my job, love my life, love my man..

Yes, life is good.

I just hope my bubble doesn't get popped anytime soon..